I've been thinking about God a lot lately..
I mean, a lot more than usual..
About his beauty
About his wisdom
About how mysterious and unique he is
About the responsibility he has
And although, I attended a private Christian school for most of my life, I don't know God like I thought I did..
I was spoon-fed the God that I was supposed to know..
I only remembered key stuff about him, such as - He's not supposed to be white. He's black and if anything, he's colorful..
Each color representing each country that he has taken under his wing..
He does no wrong..He makes no mistake..and he looks at everything you do
He doesn't sleep-- or it just seems like he doesn't
He's a GENIUS
He has long hair..
He never wears his hair in a ponytail and he never has to flat-iron it but he always keeps it out
He has blue eyes - Regardless of his color..
He has big hands..
He shaped the world with his hands
We're supposed to be scared of him..
He can kill us even if we aren't sick..Regardless of how old we are, and that's pretty scary..
I'm scared to say that God is an asshole..So hmmm..
Im even scared to say that God is anal -- & he knows it.
When he takes little brothers or fathers from us, he knows what he's doing..
I've never seen God, but I believe in him..
I believe that he has more power than the president..
I don't know if he's married
I don't know if theres beautiful apples in heaven and gold stair-cases
I do know thers a hell
But what if we die - And theres none of that?
No hell..No heaven..
Just empty space with no chairs..and no god?